i have no idea what to post at my blog? my life is currently BORING!! School and work is basically my everyday timetable. Sad life? this is what happen when u dont pay your hp bills

yours sincerely. X3
1:15 PM

I have known u for 2 years or maybe more? uve been acting kinda strange, avoiding my calls and messages for the past few weeks? It happens all of a sudden. Idk whats into you. Did I do wrong? You used to tell me to get a phone fast but ever since I got hold of a phone, there isint a single call or msg from you. Isit very hard to even reply a single msg? I know ure busy with school n work during the holidays. But replying a msg doesn’t take very long. I got to know from a friend that u behave this way towards me bcoz u didn’t want me to get hurt. But in the process of doing so u already did. Its been afew weeks since I last contacted you. I just wana let you know that I don’t want our friendship go to waste.

i do smile every single time i read the card that u gave me :)

yours sincerely. X3
3:24 PM

I am a confused boy now. i dunno what am i doing, who to go after and who i wana be with. it seems like im after everything. maybe i should listen to what asyraf say. it makes sense after all. for now. HAHA

aniwae, chat with SHALALA just now. Webcammed n all. One of the rare cases she's online bcoz she NEVER goes online! hahaha basically we just chat chat n she drew some stuffs too. i did too but she draw more. her drawings were not bad. For a person to draw on the laptop is quite tough. proud of her. haha.. here are some of the pictures..

below pic is the best. at least the flower drawing better than mine. haha

Thats all for today folks. *miss universe hand wave* haha

yours sincerely. X3
10:11 PM

Sat night went for halloween party at social house with Myra(arab princess), Maira(Amy Winehouse) and Me(Matrix).. well things just didnt go as expected. so many unwanted things happen. well it was a total bad night which i didnt enjoy.. but wth.. whats past is past.. aniwae im thinking of going Supper Club this sat.. still not sure though. anybody wanna join? haha

Nowadays i see u i start to feel it happening all over again. ur sweet smile just make my joints weak as u wave to say hi. although months have passed i still think of you. someway somehow ur still stuck somewhere in my mind. u stayed there for months though we were'nt contacting each other during the holidays. i still remeber those times that we spent the outing that i will never ever forget. Its the most memorable night ever though that was the only outing we had together. i miss those times and i wana relive back the past. But this time i want more. more than what we had previously. the thing is now i have no idea how im gonna convince you. i still have feeling for you the same way when we stared at each other's eyes under the the glitery night sky at esplanade. How i wish i could stare at those beautiful eyes of urs again. Can i relive the past and make it better this time? i dont know.. time will tell i guess..

Ur still the one that i want, the one that i need!
:(

yours sincerely. X3
1:19 AM

My birthday week couldnt have been much more worst. so many unlucky things happen to me. Firstly i receive a letter from singtel saying that they have terminated my hp line? WTH! n now my bill rise to $750++.. My birthday was spent slacking n accompanying my friend to get his pay? no one actually asked me out this year to celebrate my birthday. but i understand many are schooling. no gifts isnt a matter to me ready coz i havent get any gifts since dunno when? and recently, i lost my hp together with my audio technica earpiece.. And today, while playing soccer, someone actually tackled me n made my ankle injury more painful after suffering this injury for already 6 mnths? and now at home, dad n stepmom are quearelling.. there's no such thing as family for me for the past few years. things have never been the same after the divorce. while writing this, i swear i can feel my eyes tearing up, confused abt my family? i guess? well i just feel so unlucky. just dont know what to do.. :(

yours sincerely. X3
8:56 PM

nearing the date, nothing seems to go the way i like it. from the heartbreaks to those last minit cannot make it. i guess its gonna be the same this year like other years. i thought of something different to do this time, but it seems like its isnt going to plan. feel like canceling the plan and just do the same procedure as previous year. just play along and have this feeling like "today is the day but nth memorable? idk? well from what i see, everybody surely have celebrated that special day by surprise from friends which will actually make their jaw drop to the floor. but for me its a different case. ive never actually have never encountered in that situation before.. well idk.. we'll see how it goes

i wana say it but i just dont want to.. wierd? lets cut it short.. like what i said in those previous post.. i have a sad love life..

yours sincerely. X3
8:07 PM

There was this time afew months ago id thought id never believe in happy endings again. then this girl came n gave me those convincing words that i thought will one day lead to happiness. those words made me wana go on that road to happiness. I really thought this would be it. But once again i was wrong. I should have seen it from the beginning. Im just a guy with a sad love life ):

Aniwa 2 days ago on a friday Me Khai Sufian n some other people organised a lepak session + BBQ pit at changi. this is the second time we organise this session. Unfortunately some people couldnt come last minit due to some reason or busted us. Ade org tu janji mee tapi tk dtg pon. haha its ok though. Food was more than enuf and everything went fine although only 7 people attend the pit. haiz..

At 3 am in the morning we decided to ghost hunt. so we planned to go japanese sch since we went OCH countless time(plus its boring no ghost). haha when we reach japanese sch we found out they sealed the building from every entrance. they even install CCTV. Our plan ruined. So we just decide to go OCH since there were no other place to go there. we went by the road beside Japanese Sch. this road goes straight to the back of OCH. Otw there cars came zooming up towards OCH. the funny part is we all went to the drain at the side of the road n hide thinking iut might be the police. hahaha. So after a long walk we reach OCH. just as soon as we took one step into the building, there was this overwhelming smell of vomit. as if someone was vomitting right infront of us at that moment of time. Just to play safe we decided not to enter. And we walked back down the same road. We played hide and seek with some cars. haha then upon reaching close to the main road(approx 80 meters). Just for the thrill, we decided to sit at the middle of the road waiting for a car so that we can hide. plan wan ah ni! haha. while waiting there were noises heard n metal hut being knocked countless time. But wed didnt cared only that i kept looking back as i always hear this noise as if someone is walking through those bushes coming closer to us. we smoked one stick and went off since no car came. Just as we took 10 steps, the police entered the road and the car was just drirectly infront of us. we quickly ran full speed. wan n khai still got time to hide at the nearest drain. i alreade took off far. They ran as well when they realised the police car actually reversed. As they spot us running. All 4 of us we running n laughing. we ran into the carpark n there was a police car standing by inside. BUSTED! wan talked through it. he gave this stupid reason saying we were playing catching. HAHA. So they let go of us. Nasib baik police melayu. After the short QnA, we found out 2 more police car came zooming to the scene. we decide not to walked at the main road so we took another root. and soon enuf we reached our pit area.

Labels: i dont belive in happy endings

yours sincerely. X3
6:18 PM