Ive been denying the truth. i know deep down inside i still do have that feeling but i just dont wana pay attention to it. i dont know if i should after what had happened. should i? if ur reading this, i bet u know who u are. i just wana tell u this, i may not be the dream guy that u always write about. but at least my feelings for you is true. u choose to forget that moment that we had, i choose to cherish it because ur still the only girl that makes my heart beat in the most melodic rhythm. whats the use of writing here aniwae, u dont even read my blog..

yours sincerely. X3
4:31 PM

Ive been away from my blog for quite awhile. Lazyness and some unwanted things strikes again. i will not elaborate on that. Aniwae, i had really bad sore eye the first Sunday of school holidays. Thought it was just a normal sore eye. so i left it alone hoping it will be gone by tomorrow. Monday came and my reight eye became worse. It was as if some boxer just gave me a huge punch on the eye. so i went to the clinic and then refered to hospital. Found out it was an eye infection. The doctor said that i could go blind if it is not treated well. He scrape my f***ing eyeball which was really irritating and painful. to make things better, i had to stare at a super bright light without blinking. After all those checkup then he told me that ill be warded coz it was quite serious. So monday night i went in and just hours ago i was discharged. i swear the whole stay in the hospital was super boring. and the food sucks. but at times were ok. the milo was tastless and the bread with kaya were soggy. lucky ive made it through.. The only thing thats bothering me is hat i cant wear contact lenses for now(doctor said not to wear forever actually). and now i cant represent school in soccer for the upcoming tournament in a few weeks time :(

yours sincerely. X3
3:48 PM