My birthday week couldnt have been much more worst. so many unlucky things happen to me. Firstly i receive a letter from singtel saying that they have terminated my hp line? WTH! n now my bill rise to $750++.. My birthday was spent slacking n accompanying my friend to get his pay? no one actually asked me out this year to celebrate my birthday. but i understand many are schooling. no gifts isnt a matter to me ready coz i havent get any gifts since dunno when? and recently, i lost my hp together with my audio technica earpiece.. And today, while playing soccer, someone actually tackled me n made my ankle injury more painful after suffering this injury for already 6 mnths? and now at home, dad n stepmom are quearelling.. there's no such thing as family for me for the past few years. things have never been the same after the divorce. while writing this, i swear i can feel my eyes tearing up, confused abt my family? i guess? well i just feel so unlucky. just dont know what to do.. :(

yours sincerely. X3
8:56 PM

nearing the date, nothing seems to go the way i like it. from the heartbreaks to those last minit cannot make it. i guess its gonna be the same this year like other years. i thought of something different to do this time, but it seems like its isnt going to plan. feel like canceling the plan and just do the same procedure as previous year. just play along and have this feeling like "today is the day but nth memorable? idk? well from what i see, everybody surely have celebrated that special day by surprise from friends which will actually make their jaw drop to the floor. but for me its a different case. ive never actually have never encountered in that situation before.. well idk.. we'll see how it goes

i wana say it but i just dont want to.. wierd? lets cut it short.. like what i said in those previous post.. i have a sad love life..

yours sincerely. X3
8:07 PM