FIZZ

2010-01-13T13:15:00.002+08:00

i have no idea what to post at my blog? my life is currently BORING!! School and work is basically my everyday timetable. Sad life? this is what happen when u dont pay your hp bills

2009-12-16T15:24:00.005+08:00

I have known u for 2 years or maybe more? uve been acting kinda strange, avoiding my calls and messages for the past few weeks? It happens all of a sudden. Idk whats into you. Did I do wrong? You used to tell me to get a phone fast but ever since I got hold of a phone, there isint a single call or msg from you. Isit very hard to even reply a single msg? I know ure busy with school n work during the holidays. But replying a msg doesn’t take very long. I got to know from a friend that u behave this way towards me bcoz u didn’t want me to get hurt. But in the process of doing so u already did. Its been afew weeks since I last contacted you. I just wana let you know that I don’t want our friendship go to waste.

i do smile every single time i read the card that u gave me :)

2009-11-03T22:11:00.004+08:00

I am a confused boy now. i dunno what am i doing, who to go after and who i wana be with. it seems like im after everything. maybe i should listen to what asyraf say. it makes sense after all. for now. HAHA

aniwae, chat with SHALALA just now. Webcammed n all. One of the rare cases she's online bcoz she NEVER goes online! hahaha basically we just chat chat n she drew some stuffs too. i did too but she draw more. her drawings were not bad. For a person to draw on the laptop is quite tough. proud of her. haha.. here are some of the pictures..

below pic is the best. at least the flower drawing better than mine. haha
Thats all for today folks. *miss universe hand wave* haha

2009-11-03T01:19:00.004+08:00

Sat night went for halloween party at social house with Myra(arab princess), Maira(Amy Winehouse) and Me(Matrix).. well things just didnt go as expected. so many unwanted things happen. well it was a total bad night which i didnt enjoy.. but wth.. whats past is past.. aniwae im thinking of going Supper Club this sat.. still not sure though. anybody wanna join? haha

Nowadays i see u i start to feel it happening all over again. ur sweet smile just make my joints weak as u wave to say hi. although months have passed i still think of you. someway somehow ur still stuck somewhere in my mind. u stayed there for months though we were'nt contacting each other during the holidays. i still remeber those times that we spent the outing that i will never ever forget. Its the most memorable night ever though that was the only outing we had together. i miss those times and i wana relive back the past. But this time i want more. more than what we had previously. the thing is now i have no idea how im gonna convince you. i still have feeling for you the same way when we stared at each other's eyes under the the glitery night sky at esplanade. How i wish i could stare at those beautiful eyes of urs again. Can i relive the past and make it better this time? i dont know.. time will tell i guess..

Ur still the one that i want, the one that i need!
:(

2009-10-11T20:56:00.002+08:00

My birthday week couldnt have been much more worst. so many unlucky things happen to me. Firstly i receive a letter from singtel saying that they have terminated my hp line? WTH! n now my bill rise to $750++.. My birthday was spent slacking n accompanying my friend to get his pay? no one actually asked me out this year to celebrate my birthday. but i understand many are schooling. no gifts isnt a matter to me ready coz i havent get any gifts since dunno when? and recently, i lost my hp together with my audio technica earpiece.. And today, while playing soccer, someone actually tackled me n made my ankle injury more painful after suffering this injury for already 6 mnths? and now at home, dad n stepmom are quearelling.. there's no such thing as family for me for the past few years. things have never been the same after the divorce. while writing this, i swear i can feel my eyes tearing up, confused abt my family? i guess? well i just feel so unlucky. just dont know what to do.. :(

2009-10-02T20:07:00.002+08:00

nearing the date, nothing seems to go the way i like it. from the heartbreaks to those last minit cannot make it. i guess its gonna be the same this year like other years. i thought of something different to do this time, but it seems like its isnt going to plan. feel like canceling the plan and just do the same procedure as previous year. just play along and have this feeling like "today is the day but nth memorable? idk? well from what i see, everybody surely have celebrated that special day by surprise from friends which will actually make their jaw drop to the floor. but for me its a different case. ive never actually have never encountered in that situation before.. well idk.. we'll see how it goes

i wana say it but i just dont want to.. wierd? lets cut it short.. like what i said in those previous post.. i have a sad love life..

2009-08-16T18:18:00.007+08:00

There was this time afew months ago id thought id never believe in happy endings again. then this girl came n gave me those convincing words that i thought will one day lead to happiness. those words made me wana go on that road to happiness. I really thought this would be it. But once again i was wrong. I should have seen it from the beginning. Im just a guy with a sad love life ):

Aniwa 2 days ago on a friday Me Khai Sufian n some other people organised a lepak session + BBQ pit at changi. this is the second time we organise this session. Unfortunately some people couldnt come last minit due to some reason or busted us. Ade org tu janji mee tapi tk dtg pon. haha its ok though. Food was more than enuf and everything went fine although only 7 people attend the pit. haiz..

At 3 am in the morning we decided to ghost hunt. so we planned to go japanese sch since we went OCH countless time(plus its boring no ghost). haha when we reach japanese sch we found out they sealed the building from every entrance. they even install CCTV. Our plan ruined. So we just decide to go OCH since there were no other place to go there. we went by the road beside Japanese Sch. this road goes straight to the back of OCH. Otw there cars came zooming up towards OCH. the funny part is we all went to the drain at the side of the road n hide thinking iut might be the police. hahaha. So after a long walk we reach OCH. just as soon as we took one step into the building, there was this overwhelming smell of vomit. as if someone was vomitting right infront of us at that moment of time. Just to play safe we decided not to enter. And we walked back down the same road. We played hide and seek with some cars. haha then upon reaching close to the main road(approx 80 meters). Just for the thrill, we decided to sit at the middle of the road waiting for a car so that we can hide. plan wan ah ni! haha. while waiting there were noises heard n metal hut being knocked countless time. But wed didnt cared only that i kept looking back as i always hear this noise as if someone is walking through those bushes coming closer to us. we smoked one stick and went off since no car came. Just as we took 10 steps, the police entered the road and the car was just drirectly infront of us. we quickly ran full speed. wan n khai still got time to hide at the nearest drain. i alreade took off far. They ran as well when they realised the police car actually reversed. As they spot us running. All 4 of us we running n laughing. we ran into the carpark n there was a police car standing by inside. BUSTED! wan talked through it. he gave this stupid reason saying we were playing catching. HAHA. So they let go of us. Nasib baik police melayu. After the short QnA, we found out 2 more police car came zooming to the scene. we decide not to walked at the main road so we took another root. and soon enuf we reached our pit area.

2009-07-31T15:04:00.002+08:00

is it love? or am i just gona fall again? i thought i wouldnt believe in those four letter word. but this feeling just cant be escaped. i just cant help myself. i had this feeling with you before but u didnt know and know im having the same feeling towards you again and u still dont know. but i dun wana fall again. what should i do? i guess i was never good at this. i have a sad love life :(

2009-06-04T16:31:00.000+08:00

Ive been denying the truth. i know deep down inside i still do have that feeling but i just dont wana pay attention to it. i dont know if i should after what had happened. should i? if ur reading this, i bet u know who u are. i just wana tell u this, i may not be the dream guy that u always write about. but at least my feelings for you is true. u choose to forget that moment that we had, i choose to cherish it because ur still the only girl that makes my heart beat in the most melodic rhythm. whats the use of writing here aniwae, u dont even read my blog..

2009-06-04T15:48:00.003+08:00

Ive been away from my blog for quite awhile. Lazyness and some unwanted things strikes again. i will not elaborate on that. Aniwae, i had really bad sore eye the first Sunday of school holidays. Thought it was just a normal sore eye. so i left it alone hoping it will be gone by tomorrow. Monday came and my reight eye became worse. It was as if some boxer just gave me a huge punch on the eye. so i went to the clinic and then refered to hospital. Found out it was an eye infection. The doctor said that i could go blind if it is not treated well. He scrape my f***ing eyeball which was really irritating and painful. to make things better, i had to stare at a super bright light without blinking. After all those checkup then he told me that ill be warded coz it was quite serious. So monday night i went in and just hours ago i was discharged. i swear the whole stay in the hospital was super boring. and the food sucks. but at times were ok. the milo was tastless and the bread with kaya were soggy. lucky ive made it through.. The only thing thats bothering me is hat i cant wear contact lenses for now(doctor said not to wear forever actually). and now i cant represent school in soccer for the upcoming tournament in a few weeks time :(

2009-05-23T13:13:00.001+08:00

it feels like im walking the same path as before. am i? oh please dont let me go through it again...

2009-05-22T16:43:00.003+08:00

A STORY OF A BOY AND A GIRL

There was this boy who met this girl at a party. He fell for this girl. Impressed by her beauty, he decided to ask for her number. He then lost sight of her. He searched high and low for this girl but couldnt find her. he wasnt about to give up, so he continued searching. After the party ended, he still couldnt find her. Later on, outside the party, he saw this girl alone. he quickly approached this girl. Feeling nervous, he asked for her number. She refuse to pass her hp number but fortunately, she passed him her email. It was a beginning..

This boy decided to take things slow, he was still scared of the pass history that he encountered. He knows that it is just a crush. They get to know each other online and things get better. Then one fine day, during a normal conversation online, he decided to ask for her number. At that time he was really nervous. He had never felt confident when it comes to this kind of issues. When those 8 digits appeared, he felt excited but still knows that there's stil a long way to go. Not to put as much hope as possible.

Time goes by, he contacted this girl whenever he can. But not all the time. He dont wanna get close to her just yet. He is just waiting for the day whe its time than he will make a move. As time goes by, the day students applied for school got their results, she called him early in the morning. this guy was shocked to receive aphone call from her so early in the morning. She told him that she is entering in the same school as this guy. He was happy and know that time will come when they meet again in campus. But she didnt know all this while that this guy had a crush on her. Just a crush.

When school reopen, both of them clashed quite afew times. They just waved to say hi. He wasnt ready yet to really make a move. Feeling super shy n all. Time goes by, they met after school to chill n just spent time in school. Then came this day, he decided to accompany her to go Tiong Bahru to settle some stuff since she's going there alone. So he did. But in the end plan was cancelled.

She asked this guy if he want to go starbucks fullerton to chill. he then agreed and off they go. chilled for while then decided to go Long John Silver at Marina Square. There, she mingled with his laptop and she found something that would make him blush. she found a folder named by her and in this folder there ws their first ever conversation. She asked him why he saved their first conversation. He just smiled and was blushing at the same time. He knew it was time to tell her after so long and by that time feelings had already developed. But he was just too nervous to do so. plus it wasnt really the righ place to confess. So he told her that he would tell later.

They went off to Esplanade riverside to chill. He was still thinking whther to confess her that day or just wait till he is ready. But she kept on asking him for the reason. He kept on changing the topic. As time goes by, she just couldnt take it and told him that she felt like crying cause he didnt want to tell her why. He knew that he had no choice. He then asked for her hand, hold them tight and confessed. He was shaking in the process feeling awfully nervous. She was shocked and all. things then starts to get better, they hugged each other feeling scared that history will repeat itself. Stared at each other's eyes like there was no tomorrow. He was over the moon. Nothing else was in his mind. All he wanted was to feel the presence of her. Deep inside his heart, he wished that things will get better. They hold hands feeling happy as they walked home. As they were walking, she told him that he would be the one to patch her heart. He hoped that this would be the start to forever...

That girl is not far away from him as he wrote..

2009-04-10T01:23:00.004+08:00

2 out of 6 of my younger siblings. fyi im the eldest :(

A picture fo me working..

Just came back from work n already thinking of quiting my job. if u dont know im currently working at Grand Hyatt Hotel as a banquet staff. It isnt because that the job is tough or the pay isnt good enough. well actually the pay is quite good. thats why im still working there though its a very tough job especially for guys. its because of their atire standards. everytime i need to cut my hair short. i was told by one of their asistant manager to trim my hair short although my hair is already short to me(actually quite long according to their attire standards). i just dont want to cut my hair. Furthermore school gonna reopen in 1 week plus time. plus i want to dye my hair! its been 3 month plus since my hair turned black. n i want it to be brown or highlights? idk? but my bloody hell job just wont let me unless i spray my hair black when i come to work. but im just too damn lazy to do that. plus what if im working after school? then i have to spray my hair black along the way to work? come to school with my hair black. then people will think that i cant make up my mind with my hair colour. haizzz... should i get a new job? i still have debts n i want to enrol my bike license.. i really need a job. a reasonable pay(more than $5 per hr?) plus attire wont be a problem for them. if there is such job than i dont mind. if any of u readers know of any plus tag me! much appreciated. thanks :)

The past few days me sufian n khairul tonned. me n sufian went to khai's place to watch Manchester United versus Porto. the result was a 2-2 draw. abit fucked up for us coz we are Manu supporters. GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED!! hahaha.. aniwae after that we bought food, lepaked n played taiti. all of us were taiti fanatics this holidays. it became compulsary for us to play taiti everytime we meet. N when we played, its hard for us to stop. we started playing from ard 8 am up to 230 pm in the afternoon? haha. yea. damn long.. plus we all havent even sleep the whole night. total fanatics of taiti.. n when i reached home, i didnt had the chance to sleep. well actually i did if i slept rite after i reached home. my stepmom did some rearrangements in the house. asked to follow her to buy 2 more baby pens for my younger siblings. after that i decided to tidy uo my room after weeks of hesitation. then at night someone came whom i think will change my whole life. my dad n stepmom hired a MAID!!! yes a maid... i am happy coz housework wont be much of a chore for me thought the maid was just to takecare of my younger siblings but who cares. this is the first time im having a maid in the household and i will make full use of it.. HAHAHHAA joking lah dey.. im not so bad... am excited about it.. ^^ kening naik2

2009-03-16T03:34:00.003+08:00

Alot of unhappy things is inside of me n i have to let it out. i recently had made a facebook account. n now i fucking hate facebook. i dun blame the person who created facebook. i think that the person who created it is a genius. but then im not unhappy with facebook for no reason. well actually im not really unhappy with facebook. its just that things just lerks out onto the net n u cant stop it. you cant even do aniting abt it, ur just helpless seeing unwanted things appearing in my profile. furthermore it is tagged to so many people whom some i am not even close too. even people whom i dont know commented on them. n also names that i dont think is necessary. i dont believe i do anything wrong to yall so that i deserve to be treated this way. i understand they are jokes but they must be a limit to them dont they? shud a person be disturbed everytime they see each other? u see my point?its not that i cant take jokes. i can. i just cant tolerate if they are too over. i am really on the verge of bursting. its just that i dun want to coz ive been thru that n i know where ill be standing if i do so.. u know who u are n i wish that this would stop. i dun mind if yall do jokes n stuff but just keep it to US.. let be kept inside n not being spread out to people whom i may not even know. i hope u peeps understand..

2009-03-16T02:48:00.004+08:00

Sorry to those peeps who used to read my blog. i kow i havent been updating for very long. the reason was LAZYNESS.. but now im back.. many things have happend after i last updated. from chalets to last day of school. endof year 1, zoukout n many more. but lets forget whats passed long ago. lets get back to whats now...

well the YnA peeps had chalet at ALOHA LOYANG from 9 to 11 march. we had a great time. i had a great time too accept for afew things.. the first night we had bbq. there wasnt enough food though. some even thought of buying their own food at downtown.. but then we had drinking session after that. so the next day comes. the MALAYS had breakfast together except for Sufi coz he was still busy snoring.. we had our breakfast at a food court at downtown east. i couldt withdraw money coz the ATM(s) there was an asshole. N there was only 2 of it. So i had to buy a doublecheese burger from McDonalds using my ezlink card. so after we had our breakfast, we went back to the chalet then we played soccer.. the other peeps(chinese) were all bz discussing how to get their breakfast. then mao n kj had them self busy buying Mcdonalds for the rest of the YnA peeps. So the day went on and we went swimming at the chalet's swimming pool. then night came. all the YnA peeps had dinner together. we planned to have dinner at downtown east but then some thing happend which im not sure abt it. so we had our dinner at Pasir ris central food court. had dinner there then everybody cabbed back to ALOHA. all lazybums. HAHA. we reached there n clean up all the mess that we maid n then most of us went to sleep. the next day we had to book out by 930am.. n thats how the chalet goes..

The next day my stepmom's family had a sad occasion. there was a funeral. i wont ellaborate on that. So saturday came.. i went to hyatt hotel to make bookings for the next week.. after that i headed down to marsiling sec as i had a soccer match there.. oh ya forgot to tell u peeps taht i just joined a small club who is inside an amature league called Crescent Rangers FC. So that saturday we had a league game. it was a sad thing that they had to start with just 9 men on the field as players still havent arrived yet. me ny my fren cam when they kicked of. n plus, our coach had to play goalie as the goali havent arrived. the sad thing is that they didnt give face. they shoot rite at the first kick and the ball went in. so after 3 goals went in then me n my fren came into the pitch. after awhile we were down ten men n the scoreline was 5-0 at halftime. secondhalf came n we fought hard though we were down ten men. we manage to score 2 goals in the second half so the scoreline at fulltime was 5-2. it was still a good fight though. my first game with the club.

2008-11-03T09:19:00.006+08:00

I havent got hold of pics from joell's chalet so will update when i get my hands on TJ's thumbdrive. HAHA meanwhile here's somthing..

(definition from pic)

You see a couple in am intimate pose right?

Interestingly, research has shown that young childrens cannot identify the intimate couple because they do not have prior memory assciated with such a scenario.

What they WILL see however are the nine dolphins in the picture!

So, i guess we've already proven you're not a young innocent child...

NOW..

It's hard for you to find the dolphins whitin 6 seconds.YOUR MINDIS HOPELESSLY CORRUPTED AND YOU NEED HELP!!!!!!!!!!1

amazing but true.!!!

2008-10-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

FUCKING PISSED OFF.. last time i lend my friend 1 of my headfones then when i wanted to use back one of the sides spoil as in cannot hear. First time nevermind, i let it go. Then i lend him another headfone which was the ONTO headfone. Again the same thing happen. Nehmind, i let it go again. Then i lend him my mp3 since im not using it at the moment. Then just recently i told him i wanted it back.Guess wat..!!!!! HE LOST IT. GOD.!!! how unresposible can a person be???? I fucking need an MP3 rite now.!!! plus i cant afford to buy one now coz need to pay my fines n stuff.!!! N plus i need to buy a new earpiece coz now all my earpiece is spoil. Lucky ur my close fren.. DAMN..

Just now went shisha-ing with Aryfin n his girlfriend. It was ok ah.. chat n all. But shisha-ing with them felt abit wierd. They were showing some affection n i was left helpless with no one by my side... During the shisha setion i thought of buying some food coz i was effing hungry. But then Aryfin's parents came out of nowhere to fetch us home. WTF?? i was just about to ask for the menu. N so i had my dinner at home..

Sorry no pictures..HAHA

"Tmr , Joell's CHALET.. drinks all around people..Woooo.!!!"

2008-10-27T01:11:00.000+08:00

I guess im finally moving on now. Have not been thinking about u as much. Sorry if i was such an irritant. Im done with this people. Im moving onnnnn... :)

2008-10-21T12:39:00.000+08:00

Isit a crush or is it more?!?! You made me think of it. This feeling i have is just undescribable. N u know it. A crush can be ignored easily but this is just too strong to be called a crush. ISIT? Im not sure. Well i hav fallen deep down inside and im trying to climb back out of this. IT TAKES TIME.n it takes longer than i thought.!!Its almost a month n i still cant get u out of my head. Well lets not worry too much. N one more thing. Dun feel guilty. It was never your fault. :D

This morning i logged on to leo n guessed wat i found out. I got my frist grade A since i step inside RP. I swear i havent get even 1 A before. Neither daily grade nor UTs. I got it from entreprise. Wooo.. Aniwaes u can see that my grade is improving. it used to be All Cs and most of them are Ds and Fs or X. Plus got alot of downgrade by 0.5 bcoz late. But now its clean n grades are getting better n im happy about it. :D

This is proof to those who think i will never get an A.!!!! Im happy with my grades..

2008-10-20T12:05:00.000+08:00

Eastinct FC :)

Yesterday went JLN RAYA with Eastinct FC players. It was SUPER fun. This is our first time going out rayaing with CARS. Thnx to Fawwaz n Haikel who already passed their driving license. WOOooo... btw they were using their dads car. So there were me, sufian, khai, haikel, fawwaz, faritz, fairuz, sam. The top picture in the NS suite is WAN. Kesian die kene masuk camp alek. HAHAHA. We went house to house. Almost every house got food. Damn i was full. Sumore the day before i ate like 5 house.!?!? All eat 2 times. I think i got belly redi. HAIZ..Last house was at khai's. Then we planned to lepak. But then Haikel got this idea to wash his dad's car. The sam also wanted to wash his motorbike. We called Aryfin to join us ang Marzuki also came down to wash his bike as well. So we went off to wash ah.. went to multistorey carpark at haikel's house there..

Faritz n ME..

Random pose :D

Ooooo Ciggies... HAHA

Candid ah..

Scrub Scrub Scrub..

After scrubbing we went shisha for awhile. Thankx to Aryfin who brought the stuff. Sadly Marzuki n Sam need to help out Hafiz taik with his bike.

Aryfin preparing the shisha..

Almost readi..

Reach home 2 am.. Now in class damn sleepy... haiz..

"What i can do now is just wave n smile :)"

2008-10-15T15:32:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Joachim :D

Finally 18 ah. LOL

Yesterday went to Lau Pa Sat to celebrate his birthday. Fucking alot of people went down to celebrate. But sadly my bdae was just about 3/4 of them :( HAHA. but its ok. All of us ate then DRINKS ALL AROUND.. WoooooOOO... HAHA k i admit i drink too.. was stress with stuff so i couldnt control myself. Fell down a few times. Sorry to my fellow frens if i troubled them yesterday :). K while drinking we took out THE birthday cake which my bdae dun have :( HAHA. Sang the song then everybody had their share. I swear i coundt finish my piece as i was too bloated. Some pictures from yesterday..

Candid.. wth

Stupid face..N to my frens. Sorry if the post is offencesive or for my buddies "ROSAK". but i just felt like posting this.

Lost n still finding my way out.Drinking is not the rite way but i couldnt help myself :(

Im sorry people..

2008-10-13T14:16:00.000+08:00

My friends see me as the usual me, normal and smiling like i used too. But deep inside im crying and unable to hold myself up. Im still thinking of you with everybeat of my heart. i just cant stop thinking about you. you make me feel love after such a long time. N now u just walk away. it hurts alot.!! now i feel the pain that u felt previously. How can i overpass this. Many say my feelings will fade as time goes by but i doubt so.. maybe it will take a longer time. I DUNNO.!! To be truthfull, i am hoping for a miracle...

2008-10-13T08:47:00.000+08:00

Birthday Boy.!! :D
12102006
Happy Birthday Abdul Qadir.. My half Bro... we have the same dad but diff mom.. get it?
he's 2 yrs old already (so fast). he's the cutest baby ever n i love him much much.. HAHA..
His birhday was yesterday n was busy spending time with him. so today i post a birthday post just for him .!!! :D

2008-10-10T17:26:00.000+08:00

Im taking a step back.. not proceeding any further..just frens will do.. no more than that.. im through with what had happened. Thnks to my bestfriend, i will try n avoid this feeling.. :) N to you, no need to feel bad. Sooner or later ill be fine.. :)

n btw ill update more often yea.. sorry for the late updates :D

2008-10-05T21:45:00.000+08:00

Well today went JLN RAYA with dad n step mom plus all my siblings..went to my makcik n pakcik houses from my dad's side...sorie no pics coz malas nk upload. i cant believe im not in the mood even though tomorrow is my bdae.. ;(

'its been a long time since i tear up bcoz of a girl'

2008-10-05T09:24:00.000+08:00

Everytime our conversations cut off, question marks pop up in my head.!!!

2008-10-05T01:12:00.000+08:00

My heart fell.... i just dont know how u fell abt me right now. Im at my happiest moments when im with you, everytime we meet. but everytime we msg or chat, our conversation cut off just like that. it seems like the opposite. To top it off, many guys like u n i feel threatened by them. its just that i dun really like to show or tell how i feel. i would always choose to hide coz im too shy to say. but i guess thats what blogs are for. to express ur feeling n hopefully the person would read it. well u know who u r... i will make a move real soon i guess..

2008-10-02T12:50:00.000+08:00

Wooooooooooo :D

Yesterday was the first day of HARI RAYA.!! wooo.. Super fun day.. HAHA but tiring ah..
Went to 3 dif houses that day.. meet ppl , relatives , salam2 n mintak maaf.. HAHA. i Get to meet my damn cute adeks wee.. k here are soe pics..

CUTE EH.!!! mcm abg nye jgak.. lol :P

K as my bdae is ard the corner, my mom decided to celebrate my bdae that day.. first time celebrate my bdae during hari raya.. I was super happy ah.. hard to explain coz its been a long time since my family really celebrate my bdae. N for ur info, my younger sis bdae is tha same as mine.. exactly one yr difference. shocking eh..!! LOL .. n for ur info my bdae is 6th october.. so better get redi with presents ya .!!! :D

Its Mango CREAMCHEESE cake...HAHA
(according to my mom):D

Bite off my sis name.. Muahahaha..

"Missing someone :("

2008-09-30T21:46:00.000+08:00

Am i wasting my time?? Isit really gonna go where i think its gonna be?? It was so good till the nxt day came.. am i being too sensitive?? Time will tell :)

2008-09-30T13:50:00.000+08:00

MEET MY HALF LIL BRO :D

This wekend was just plain boring weekend. Saturday morning had to wake up effing early to go for counseling. Wy my mom have to sign me up to such things?? am i that bad ?? Well i just went there with my mom n talk crap with the counselor. soo after my dad came. HAIZ. ape lah nk jadi hafiz LOL. Then Sunday came. had effing madrasah in the morning-.-. Went cak from madrasah then straight away spend time with my lil bro. i havent meet him for 2 effing long weeks. I MISS HIM ALOT.!! walk him, tickle him n i like to kiss his cheeks. it has been a habit for me to kiss baby's cheeks ah. TK BOLE TAHAN.!!! hahaha lol.. Then afternoon had to go to my granny's house to help wipe her window panels n grills-.-. SUMPAH SWEAR(inside joke) i lazy.. haha frens ask me out that day but had to cancel with them.. suay ah

Ms Photogenic preparing hard at work :)

k lets talk about yesterday.. me n ALBANIAA planned tknk masuk class on that day.. jahat ppl lah kn.. HEHE. so i met her then teman her go bugis to buy her dress for Miss SAS pageant.. which was like a big thing for her.. haiyo.. baru SAS bkan nye the whole college..hehe but cant deny the show was really happening.. so after that went causeway jap buy my rantai n went bck sch coz poor Albaniaa need to study for the pageant.. damn they give loads of question.. if i was her i would have gave up. respect for her effort. So skrg da dpt award MS PHOTOGENIC lah sey.. wooo.. mesti suke nye kn?? HAHAHA
Sorie that i cant attend the whole pageant thing. So after that i went to vivo with my Coolio RP frens.. woo.. go there to buke ah.. HAHA some of us ate at chicken rice ape entalah(forget ah the name ah) while others like me yg tk cukup duit go makan chicken rice yg cheaper at banquet. HAHA. wat to do.. tkde duit uat hal tkde duit lah.. LOL after eating we went to CANDY EMPIRE. if i got money i sure buy seh. luckily syed boght this choc turkish delight n shared with everyone.. YUMM then suddenly left me syed naqi. zee wei jing n nonok hilang.. but then found out they go subway buy cookie.. again if i got money i buy sia.. SWAY. but lucky they are good frens who wanna share some cookie n chocs with me.. WEEeee.!! :D after that went to follow naqi . He wanted to buy shoes from ALDO. But then all of us end up window shopping. HAHHA went into NIKE, ZARA, TOPMAN, ADIDAS, PULL n BEAR... n many more LOL... when tired redi we went to "buy" drinks n stuff at giantbefore heading to the sky park to lepak .We smoke, talk crap, watch silly vidoes n went bck hme..HAHA

somebody wants you

somebody needs you

somebody dreams about you every single night

somebody cant breath

without you is lonely

somebody hopes that one day you will see

that sombody's ME.!! =D

2008-09-26T12:37:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went buke-ing with Rozzy and Albania plus 2 of their frens. We buke-ing at KFC causeway point. Makan2 , talk crap , take pictures n stuff. But one thing that was funny is that that one of thieir friends have a crush on Albania. He is so tall n super duper kental looking. It was so damn funny. i remember Albania told me that guy jeling bcoz some resons. HAHAHA. Jealousy.!! LOL XD

After eating, we went out to smoke. Thanks to rozzy(cigarette supplier of the day) HAHA.Smoke, take picture , crap around. Then came their 2 friends again. They wanna meet ALbania. HAHAHAA. That guy funny sia. Albania showed me the pictures thay took together at that time. wanted to laugh but just gigle je lah. Tkde nnt Albania marah. right Albania?? HAHAHA. After that contnued smoing again n again. Thnks to Rozzy again.HAHA

After that we took bus bck hme. Poor ALbania kene gi yishun amek baju from kak sedare for monday. Ade SAS pageant or sumthing like that lah kan. HAHA. so teman her take bus ah. N thats what happen. here are some pics from yesterday.
Thnx Albania -.-

I shud have cropped of rozzy's face. HAHA

Mind my hair :D
Same here :D
Their trademark :D

What am i feeling?? another heartbreaker or a new beginning?? what shall i do..??

Sorry for the late post due to my VERY SICK laptop..haiz :(

2008-09-15T17:32:00.000+08:00

Hey there people.. sorry for the late update.. thnx NINA i get to update my blog :D

Last Friday after school went to Fadyl's sis house with syed , wei jing , joell.. went there to play this game called ROCK BAND.. AWESOME.. i love it alot.. sang my heart out though i know my voic isint that nice.. HAHA wth just wanted enjoy playing the game.. At ard 11 + we decided to make a move.. so we need to take a bus to LAKESIDE mrt station.. n guess wat... we took the open-air doubledecker bus AGAIN.. It was like just passe few days ago i took tat kinda bus n wondered when will i take this kinda bus again n that was it.. it came that time.. i was so happy n took some pics.. Inside the bus was just hilarious... me syed n joell plus wei jing were popping our heads out of the window n shouted to passerby.. i was shouting wei wei wei... HAHAHHA LOL it was hilarious.. ppl were walking or riding a bike turning ard wondering who was it.. LOL Then we took the last train hme... here's the pics..

Me n Syed was just too excited :D

Crazy People :D

Back view..

I got another wierd picture.!!!

Wierd man covering his eyes with a handkerchief in the bus..HAHA

i was taking this bus to my dad's house from my mom's n saw that guy.. i was shocked n quietly took this pic... its not everyday i see this kinda things so i took this pic lor.. HAHA..

klah till then.. :D

2008-09-11T12:43:00.000+08:00

The person who tag you is?
Raudah BF :)

Your relationship with him/her is?
bestfriend :D

Your five impressions of him/her?
Easily make ppl laugh , laugh ALOT , friendly , caring , BESTFRIEND :D

The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
Come my class help me do codes(Computing module) :D

The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
Im her bestfriend tersayang.. awww :D

If he/she become your lover, you will?
Bestfriend will do good :D

If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
Control her laughter.. HAHA :D

If he/she become your enemy, you will?
Dun fren you ! HUR.. :D

If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
I got a new bestfriend.!! (u noe i noe) hahaha..

The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is.
Be her most tersayang bestfriend.. HAHA :D

Your overall impression of him/her is.
Hahahahahahhaahaa... laugh laugh laugh XD

How you think people around you will feel about you?
I dunnoe.. cute?? LOL jkjk

The characters you love of yourself are.
Friendly.!!

On the contrary, the characteristics you hate most about yourself are?
Quite sensitive..

The most ideal person you want to be is.
Professional soccer player... HAHA(mcm phm)

For people that care and like you, say something to them.
Alikatok... thank you very de much... love you all... HUGSSS :D

Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you pass to people that have blog only.
1. Raudah BF
2. D'yraa
3. Faizsepet
4. Maman cinonet
5. Nina
6. Albania
7. Izzul
8. Sasha
9. Roziana
10. Jazlynn

Who is no.6 having relationship with?
idk... haha

Is no.9 a male or female?
Ferocious Female.. hahaha

If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
haha maybe?? hu knows.?? :D

What is no.2 studying about?
nemw media i think? nt too sure.

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
afew days ago?

What kind of music band does no.8 like?
oh she's universal... haha :D

Does no.1 have any siblings?
Yup.!!

Will you woo no.3?
oh cnt2.. later his Gf kill me. She firece..!! HAHA

How about no.7?
Oh no that guy horny all the time.!! LOL

Is no.4 single?
enta ehk?? tk agaknye.. haha

What is the surname of no.5?
HAHA.. malay got surname meh???

What’s the hobby of no.10?
Pinch guys.!!! Damn painfull.. HAHA :D

Here you go RAUDAH...! :D

2008-09-10T13:42:00.001+08:00

Sorie for the late update.. Had many problems to handle.. sway ah.. :(

K let me tell u about yesterday first.. i reli had fun in class yesterday.. getting more closer to my new classmates.. BEST.!! HAHA n Jing Pei , u better not laugh ah. i noe y but dont.. Not very nice..LOL Basically my class got this indian girl. When se speak , i can laugh my ass off.. LOL yesterday during presenting was damn funny. I think half of the class was gigling all the way when she was presenting. EVEN HER TEAMMATE.. LOL.. i could not tahan but just laugh all the way..thnx to JING PEI.!! haha.. after school went to play soccer with , joell, syed, ahpek, cam, mathew, joachim n hafiz(just got to know him).. then had our breaksfast at HOUSE OF LOBSTER( dunno halal or not)LOL... then we went bck home..

As for today....i took the coolest bus to sch.. HAHA

view from my seat.. :D

Window was cool..

window again.. WOOOOoooo..!!

The other side of the bus.. The WINDOW..HAHA

Yea its a double decker open air bus.. soo old school but COOooll.. i was so excited(dunno why) but i was so mesmerized by the bus. btw its bus 154.. im sure u guys will be mesmerized to get inside this bus.. the feeling is getting back to the late 80s..(lame) though i was nvr born that time.. HAHA but u must admit that its a cool bus.. i wonder when will i ride that kinda bus again..

Now im in sch during 2nd breakout. Just went up smoking with new classmates(nvr fast due to reasons.. uzur agaknye.. LOL).. n afiqrayyan is an irrtating busted.. kanina cibai pala buto.!!! he's sick in the mind...now disturbing me with his paperairplane which says "Pornstar Airways".. Truly sick in the mind.. HAHAHA
till then :D

2008-09-05T09:59:00.000+08:00

Had a problematic night. will not say more..:(

2008-09-04T10:16:00.000+08:00

having a crush. wat shud i do. scared of consequences bcoz of bad encounters in the past. oh how shud i do this?? wat will my next step be?? y am i so negative?? so many questions running through my mind..

Yesterday was my first day in sch for semester 2.. new classmates.!! overall they are ok but not that fun or happening. maybe we were shy n all... we'll see how things go in the future. haha.. n btw.. i forgot to do my RJ yesterday.. WTF.. hahaha n now im in class(2nd day semester 2).. now break ah so update my blog ah.. LOL..

aniwaez today is Albania birhtday.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALBANIA.. wierd name.. first time got here that kinda name.. LOL. bought her tolberone(nt sure spelling correct not..haha) she was so happy. at first she tot i baught her kurma..wth nemind.. she say im sweet.. wah so honoured.. wat if the "ehem" call me that.. WAH.!! i willsure cair till i drop on the floor.. LOL till then.. wakakaka..

2008-09-01T00:54:00.000+08:00

Yamaha YZF R125.!!!

I was bored. So i went to watch motorbike videos on youtube. I decided to search on Yamaha R125 which is my "currently favourite" bike. It was awesome. Though im abit dissapointed that it's top speed was just ard 135km/h. But still the design of the bike is just fantastic. I could easily drool by just looking at it.. how i wish i have one for myself.. HAHA. It's a 4 stroke bike so fuel wont be too heavy on me( as if i have one) I guess its still ok to have one in singapore. Can't wait for my birthday so that i can enrol for my bike license.. LOL(havent 18 lah). when i get my license then see how lor. Whether i can afford to buy it. Price check 2999pound (dunno singapore price).. HAHA meanwhile here are some other pics of the bike.. WOOHOOO..

2008-08-31T17:30:00.000+08:00

Today was just a normal slack day. i woke up in the morning knowing that my dad wants me to follow him go PASAR(wet market).!! SWAY.. wat to do.. so i just followd him.. went back from pasar , felt sleepy. So i had a LOOoong nap from 10am up to 4 plus in the afternoon.. Still dunno wat to do.. BLOG hor.!! here i am..LOL Im going TERAWIH with my dad later on.. the start of RAMADAN(fasting mnth).. its good coz that could only mean 1 thing."HARI RAYA IS COMING" LOL.. aniwae i will put up pics of me tmr.. today lazy.. till here..

2008-08-30T12:16:00.000+08:00

IM back.. i was lazy to update previously... but thats past.. ive change my skin(blogskin) n add a tagboard. hope ppl post it aight.!! haha.. aniwae , i will be off to work soon.. need to change n all so till here..
FIZZaceh :D

First Time...

2008-05-30T17:26:00.000+08:00

Haha this is my new blog.!! Weeeeeeeeeee

Actually this is just my first one ever...

But still im happy to have one...will be modifying it...

maybe add a tagboard or so...

ok then this is my first post...hoho.!! XD

FIZZ